无题

你不懂
是因为你不曾在乎过

如果你在乎
你就会知道这其中的原因

曾经
我许愿
快乐是我要的

曾经
我以为
我得到我要的

结果
我得到的却是
沉默

我追求的是简单
给我的却是复杂

我想要的
和得到的
永远不会如我所愿
为什么？


.可以回到过去会有多好.

i realize

i realize.
people who the most care and love about you will always be your family members.
maybe they not show out.
but deep inside their heart.
they do.
they are the person who the most care about you.
they are the person who the most love you.
they always give the best to you.
they won't hurt you.
they always help you when you need.
they always support you.
they always forgive you when you have done something wrong.
they always give chances to you.
they always be with you when you face any problem.
they want you to be happy.
they do this not because of any intention.
just a simple reason.
because they care and love you.
believe me.

i do appreciate what my family members have done for me.
i love you.
my father. my mother. my brother. my sister.
f.o.r.e.v.e.r

haiz

haiz. haiz. haiz.
haiz how many times also won't be enough.
mid-term coming. presentation coming. and many many.
so stress la.
many things i not yet do lo.
i not yet study for writing for business and mass communication. :(
i not yet do my part for management assignment.
SORRY for that.

and currently.
i feels that.
suasana di campus tak berapa bagus.
scary you know.
not feeling comfortable with it.
hope everything will be alright soon.

and and and
the worst part is.
currently.almost everytime.
after eating , not feeling well. :(
sleep till half, will wake up with no reason.
kesian.


.a smile make a better day.

感觉

回到自己的窝
一个人
空荡荡的
好不习惯
剩下我一个
你们都不在

开着电脑
播着音乐
声音
仿佛有人存在着
陪伴着我

不久之后
我也要慢慢开始习惯
这样的生活
不是吗？
我不想
如果可以选择



.随缘.

control

control?
this word should be positive or negative?

mood can be control easily?
in this moment.
your mood quite okay.
in next second.
your mood not okay.
what is going on?
control can be use here?
you can control it?

sometime you manage to do so.
but sometime.
you can't.
no matter how many effort you put in.




hmm.
people who understand what i write just understand.
don't understand just forget it.
you understand mean you get what i want to say.
you understand me :P